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Sir Dominick Ferrand by Henry James, Chapter 2 (2)

It was the perception of the danger, for instance, which caused to remain in abeyance any impulse he might have felt to break one of the seals. He looked at them all narrowly, but he was careful not to loosen them, and he wondered uncomfortably whether the contents of the secret compartment would be held in equity to be the property of the people in the King's Road. He had given money for the davenport, but had he given money for these buried papers? He paid by a growing consciousness that a nameless chill had stolen into the air the penalty, which he had many a time paid before, of being made of sensitive stuff. It was as if an occasion had insidiously arisen for a sacrifice--a sacrifice for the sake of a fine superstition, something like honour or kindness or justice, something indeed perhaps even finer still--a difficult deciphering of duty, an impossible tantalising wisdom. Standing there before his ambiguous treasure and losing himself for the moment in the sense of a dawning complication, he was startled by a light, quick tap at the door of his sitting-room. Instinctively, before answering, he listened an instant--he was in the attitude of a miser surprised while counting his hoard. Then he answered "One moment, please!" and slipped the little heap of packets into the biggest of the drawers of the davenport, which happened to be open. The aperture of the false back was still gaping, and he had not time to work back the spring. He hastily laid a big book over the place and then went and opened his door.

It offered him a sight none the less agreeable for being unexpected-- the graceful and agitated figure of Mrs. Ryves. Her agitation was so visible that he thought at first that something dreadful had happened to her child--that she had rushed up to ask for help, to beg him to go for the doctor. Then he perceived that it was probably connected with the desperate verses he had transmitted to her a quarter of an hour before; for she had his open manuscript in one hand and was nervously pulling it about with the other. She looked frightened and pretty, and if, in invading the privacy of a fellow-lodger, she had been guilty of a departure from rigid custom, she was at least conscious of the enormity of the step and incapable of treating it with levity. The levity was for Peter Baron, who endeavoured, however, to clothe his familiarity with respect, pushing forward the seat of honour and repeating that he rejoiced in such a visit. The visitor came in, leaving the door ajar, and after a minute during which, to help her, he charged her with the purpose of telling him that he ought to be ashamed to send her down such rubbish, she recovered herself sufficiently to stammer out that his song was exactly what she had been looking for and that after reading it she had been seized with an extraordinary, irresistible impulse--that of thanking him for it in person and without delay.

"It was the impulse of a kind nature," he said, "and I can't tell you what pleasure you give me." She declined to sit down, and evidently wished to appear to have come but for a few seconds. She looked confusedly at the place in which she found herself, and when her eyes met his own they struck him as anxious and appealing. She was evidently not thinking of his song, though she said three or four times over that it was beautiful. "Well, I only wanted you to know, and now I must go," she added; but on his hearthrug she lingered with such an odd helplessness that he felt almost sorry for her. "Perhaps I can improve it if you find it doesn't go," said Baron. "I'm so delighted to do anything for you I can." "There may be a word or two that might be changed," she answered, rather absently. "I shall have to think it over, to live with it a little. But I like it, and that's all I wanted to say." "Charming of you. I'm not a bit busy," said Baron. Again she looked at him with a troubled intensity, then suddenly she demanded: "Is there anything the matter with you?" "The matter with me?" "I mean like being ill or worried. I wondered if there might be; I had a sudden fancy; and that, I think, is really why I came up." "There isn't, indeed; I'm all right. But your sudden fancies are inspirations." "It's absurd. You must excuse me. Good-by!" said Mrs. Ryves.

"What are the words you want changed?" Baron asked.

"I don't want any--if you're all right. Good-by," his visitor repeated, fixing her eyes an instant on an object on his desk that had caught them. His own glanced in the same direction and he saw that in his hurry to shuffle away the packets found in the davenport he had overlooked one of them, which lay with its seals exposed. For an instant he felt found out, as if he had been concerned in something to be ashamed of, and it was only his quick second thought that told him how little the incident of which the packet was a sequel was an affair of Mrs. Ryves's. Her conscious eyes came back to his as if they were sounding them, and suddenly this instinct of keeping his discovery to himself was succeeded by a really startled inference that, with the rarest alertness, she had guessed something and that her guess (it seemed almost supernatural), had been her real motive. Some secret sympathy had made her vibrate--had touched her with the knowledge that he had brought something to light. After an instant he saw that she also divined the very reflection he was then making, and this gave him a lively desire, a grateful, happy desire, to appear to have nothing to conceal. For herself, it determined her still more to put an end to her momentary visit. But before she had passed to the door he exclaimed: "All right? How can a fellow be anything else who has just had such a find?" She paused at this, still looking earnest and asking: "What have you found?" "Some ancient family papers, in a secret compartment of my writing- table." And he took up the packet he had left out, holding it before her eyes. "A lot of other things like that." "What are they?" murmured Mrs. Ryves.

"I haven't the least idea. They're sealed." "You haven't broken the seals?" She had come further back.

"I haven't had time; it only happened ten minutes ago." "I knew it," said Mrs. Ryves, more gaily now. "What did you know?" "That you were in some predicament." "You're extraordinary. I never heard of anything so miraculous; down two flights of stairs." "ARE you in a quandary?" the visitor asked.

"Yes, about giving them back." Peter Baron stood smiling at her and rapping his packet on the palm of his hand. "What do you advise?" She herself smiled now, with her eyes on the sealed parcel. "Back to whom?" "The man of whom I bought the table." "Ah then, they're not from YOUR family?" "No indeed, the piece of furniture in which they were hidden is not an ancestral possession. I bought it at second hand--you see it's old--the other day in the King's Road. Obviously the man who sold it to me sold me more than he meant; he had no idea (from his own point of view it was stupid of him), that there was a hidden chamber or that mysterious documents were buried there. Ought I to go and tell him? It's rather a nice question." "Are the papers of value?" Mrs. Ryves inquired.

"I haven't the least idea. But I can ascertain by breaking a seal." "Don't!" said Mrs. Ryves, with much expression. She looked grave again.

"It's rather tantalising--it's a bit of a problem," Baron went on, turning his packet over. Mrs. Ryves hesitated. "Will you show me what you have in your hand?" He gave her the packet, and she looked at it and held it for an instant to her nose. "It has a queer, charming old fragrance," he said. "Charming? It's horrid." She handed him back the packet, saying again more emphatically "Don't!" "Don't break a seal?" "Don't give back the papers." "Is it honest to keep them?" "Certainly. They're yours as much as the people's of the shop. They were in the hidden chamber when the table came to the shop, and the people had every opportunity to find them out. They didn't-- therefore let them take the consequences." Peter Baron reflected, diverted by her intensity. She was pale, with eyes almost ardent. "The table had been in the place for years." "That proves the things haven't been missed." "Let me show you how they were concealed," he rejoined; and he exhibited the ingenious recess and the working of the curious spring. She was greatly interested, she grew excited and became familiar; she appealed to him again not to do anything so foolish as to give up the papers, the rest of which, in their little blank, impenetrable covers, he placed in a row before her. "They might be traced--their history, their ownership," he argued; to which she replied that this was exactly why he ought to be quiet. He declared that women had not the smallest sense of honour, and she retorted that at any rate they have other perceptions more delicate than those of men. He admitted that the papers might be rubbish, and she conceded that nothing was more probable; yet when he offered to settle the point off-hand she caught him by the wrist, acknowledging that, absurd as it was, she was nervous. Finally she put the whole thing on the ground of his just doing her a favour. She asked him to retain the papers, to be silent about them, simply because it would please her. That would be reason enough. Baron's acquaintance, his agreeable relations with her, advanced many steps in the treatment of this question; an element of friendly candour made its way into their discussion of it. "I can't make out why it matters to you, one way or the other, nor why you should think it worth talking about," the young man reasoned. "Neither can I. It's just a whim." "Certainly, if it will give you any pleasure, I'll say nothing at the shop." "That's charming of you, and I'm very grateful. I see now that this was why the spirit moved me to come up--to save them," Mrs. Ryves went on. She added, moving away, that now she had saved them she must really go.

"To save them for what, if I mayn't break the seals?" Baron asked.

"I don't know--for a generous sacrifice." "Why should it be generous? What's at stake?" Peter demanded, leaning against the doorpost as she stood on the landing.

"I don't know what, but I feel as if something or other were in peril. Burn them up!" she exclaimed with shining eyes.

"Ah, you ask too much--I'm so curious about them!" "Well, I won't ask more than I ought, and I'm much obliged to you for your promise to be quiet. I trust to your discretion. Good-by." "You ought to REWARD my discretion," said Baron, coming out to the landing. She had partly descended the staircase and she stopped, leaning against the baluster and smiling up at him. "Surely you've had your reward in the honour of my visit." "That's delightful as far as it goes. But what will you do for me if I burn the papers?" Mrs. Ryves considered a moment. "Burn them first and you'll see!" On this she went rapidly downstairs, and Baron, to whom the answer appeared inadequate and the proposition indeed in that form grossly unfair, returned to his room. The vivacity of her interest in a question in which she had discoverably nothing at stake mystified, amused and, in addition, irresistibly charmed him. She was delicate, imaginative, inflammable, quick to feel, quick to act. He didn't complain of it, it was the way he liked women to be;, but he was not impelled for the hour to commit the sealed packets to the flames. He dropped them again into their secret well, and after that he went out. He felt restless and excited; another day was lost for work-- the dreadful job to be performed for Mr. Locket was still further off.

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It was the perception of the danger, for instance, which caused to remain in abeyance any impulse he might have felt to break one of the seals. He looked at them all narrowly, but he was careful not to loosen them, and he wondered uncomfortably whether the contents of the secret compartment would be held in equity to be the property of the people in the King's Road. He had given money for the davenport, but had he given money for these buried papers? He paid by a growing consciousness that a nameless chill had stolen into the air the penalty, which he had many a time paid before, of being made of sensitive stuff. It was as if an occasion had insidiously arisen for a sacrifice--a sacrifice for the sake of a fine superstition, something like honour or kindness or justice, something indeed perhaps even finer still--a difficult deciphering of duty, an impossible tantalising wisdom. Standing there before his ambiguous treasure and losing himself for the moment in the sense of a dawning complication, he was startled by a light, quick tap at the door of his sitting-room. Instinctively, before answering, he listened an instant--he was in the attitude of a miser surprised while counting his hoard. Then he answered "One moment, please!" and slipped the little heap of packets into the biggest of the drawers of the davenport, which happened to be open. The aperture of the false back was still gaping, and he had not time to work back the spring. He hastily laid a big book over the place and then went and opened his door. 

It offered him a sight none the less agreeable for being unexpected-- the graceful and agitated figure of Mrs. Ryves. Her agitation was so visible that he thought at first that something dreadful had happened to her child--that she had rushed up to ask for help, to beg him to go for the doctor. Then he perceived that it was probably connected with the desperate verses he had transmitted to her a quarter of an hour before; for she had his open manuscript in one hand and was nervously pulling it about with the other. She looked frightened and pretty, and if, in invading the privacy of a fellow-lodger, she had been guilty of a departure from rigid custom, she was at least conscious of the enormity of the step and incapable of treating it with levity. The levity was for Peter Baron, who endeavoured, however, to clothe his familiarity with respect, pushing forward the seat of honour and repeating that he rejoiced in such a visit. The visitor came in, leaving the door ajar, and after a minute during which, to help her, he charged her with the purpose of telling him that he ought to be ashamed to send her down such rubbish, she recovered herself sufficiently to stammer out that his song was exactly what she had been looking for and that after reading it she had been seized with an extraordinary, irresistible impulse--that of thanking him for it in person and without delay. 

"It was the impulse of a kind nature," he said, "and I can't tell you what pleasure you give me." 

She declined to sit down, and evidently wished to appear to have come but for a few seconds. She looked confusedly at the place in which she found herself, and when her eyes met his own they struck him as anxious and appealing. She was evidently not thinking of his song, though she said three or four times over that it was beautiful. "Well, I only wanted you to know, and now I must go," she added; but on his hearthrug she lingered with such an odd helplessness that he felt almost sorry for her. 

"Perhaps I can improve it if you find it doesn't go," said Baron. "I'm so delighted to do anything for you I can." 

"There may be a word or two that might be changed," she answered, rather absently. "I shall have to think it over, to live with it a little. But I like it, and that's all I wanted to say." 

"Charming of you. I'm not a bit busy," said Baron. 

Again she looked at him with a troubled intensity, then suddenly she demanded: "Is there anything the matter with you?" 

"The matter with me?" 

"I mean like being ill or worried. I wondered if there might be; I had a sudden fancy; and that, I think, is really why I came up." 

"There isn't, indeed; I'm all right. But your sudden fancies are inspirations." 

"It's absurd. You must excuse me. Good-by!" said Mrs. Ryves. 

"What are the words you want changed?" Baron asked. 

"I don't want any--if you're all right. Good-by," his visitor repeated, fixing her eyes an instant on an object on his desk that had caught them. His own glanced in the same direction and he saw that in his hurry to shuffle away the packets found in the davenport he had overlooked one of them, which lay with its seals exposed. For an instant he felt found out, as if he had been concerned in something to be ashamed of, and it was only his quick second thought that told him how little the incident of which the packet was a sequel was an affair of Mrs. Ryves's. Her conscious eyes came back to his as if they were sounding them, and suddenly this instinct of keeping his discovery to himself was succeeded by a really startled inference that, with the rarest alertness, she had guessed something and that her guess (it seemed almost supernatural), had been her real motive. Some secret sympathy had made her vibrate--had touched her with the knowledge that he had brought something to light. After an instant he saw that she also divined the very reflection he was then making, and this gave him a lively desire, a grateful, happy desire, to appear to have nothing to conceal. For herself, it determined her still more to put an end to her momentary visit. But before she had passed to the door he exclaimed: "All right? How can a fellow be anything else who has just had such a find?" 

She paused at this, still looking earnest and asking: "What have you found?" 

"Some ancient family papers, in a secret compartment of my writing- table." And he took up the packet he had left out, holding it before her eyes. "A lot of other things like that." 

"What are they?" murmured Mrs. Ryves. 

"I haven't the least idea. They're sealed." 

"You haven't broken the seals?" She had come further back. 

"I haven't had time; it only happened ten minutes ago." 

"I knew it," said Mrs. Ryves, more gaily now.


"What did you know?"


"That you were in some predicament."


"You're extraordinary. I never heard of anything so miraculous; down two flights of stairs."


"ARE you in a quandary?" the visitor asked.


"Yes, about giving them back." Peter Baron stood smiling at her and rapping his packet on the palm of his hand. "What do you advise?"


She herself smiled now, with her eyes on the sealed parcel. "Back to whom?"


"The man of whom I bought the table."


"Ah then, they're not from YOUR family?" 

"No indeed, the piece of furniture in which they were hidden is not an ancestral possession. I bought it at second hand--you see it's old--the other day in the King's Road. Obviously the man who sold it to me sold me more than he meant; he had no idea (from his own point of view it was stupid of him), that there was a hidden chamber or that mysterious documents were buried there. Ought I to go and tell him? It's rather a nice question."


"Are the papers of value?" Mrs. Ryves inquired.


"I haven't the least idea. But I can ascertain by breaking a seal."


"Don't!" said Mrs. Ryves, with much expression. She looked grave again.


"It's rather tantalising--it's a bit of a problem," Baron went on, turning his packet over.


Mrs. Ryves hesitated. "Will you show me what you have in your hand?"


He gave her the packet, and she looked at it and held it for an instant to her nose. "It has a queer, charming old fragrance," he said.


"Charming? It's horrid." She handed him back the packet, saying again more emphatically "Don't!"


"Don't break a seal?"


"Don't give back the papers."


"Is it honest to keep them?" 

"Certainly. They're yours as much as the people's of the shop. They were in the hidden chamber when the table came to the shop, and the people had every opportunity to find them out. They didn't-- therefore let them take the consequences." 

Peter Baron reflected, diverted by her intensity. She was pale, with eyes almost ardent. "The table had been in the place for years." 

"That proves the things haven't been missed." 

"Let me show you how they were concealed," he rejoined; and he exhibited the ingenious recess and the working of the curious spring. She was greatly interested, she grew excited and became familiar; she appealed to him again not to do anything so foolish as to give up the papers, the rest of which, in their little blank, impenetrable covers, he placed in a row before her. "They might be traced--their history, their ownership," he argued; to which she replied that this was exactly why he ought to be quiet. He declared that women had not the smallest sense of honour, and she retorted that at any rate they have other perceptions more delicate than those of men. He admitted that the papers might be rubbish, and she conceded that nothing was more probable; yet when he offered to settle the point off-hand she caught him by the wrist, acknowledging that, absurd as it was, she was nervous. Finally she put the whole thing on the ground of his just doing her a favour. She asked him to retain the papers, to be silent about them, simply because it would please her. That would be reason enough. Baron's acquaintance, his agreeable relations with her, advanced many steps in the treatment of this question; an element of friendly candour made its way into their discussion of it. 

"I can't make out why it matters to you, one way or the other, nor why you should think it worth talking about," the young man reasoned.


"Neither can I. It's just a whim."


"Certainly, if it will give you any pleasure, I'll say nothing at the shop." 

"That's charming of you, and I'm very grateful. I see now that this was why the spirit moved me to come up--to save them," Mrs. Ryves went on. She added, moving away, that now she had saved them she must really go.


"To save them for what, if I mayn't break the seals?" Baron asked.


"I don't know--for a generous sacrifice."


"Why should it be generous? What's at stake?" Peter demanded, leaning against the doorpost as she stood on the landing.


"I don't know what, but I feel as if something or other were in peril. Burn them up!" she exclaimed with shining eyes.


"Ah, you ask too much--I'm so curious about them!"


"Well, I won't ask more than I ought, and I'm much obliged to you for your promise to be quiet. I trust to your discretion. Good-by."


"You ought to REWARD my discretion," said Baron, coming out to the landing. 

She had partly descended the staircase and she stopped, leaning against the baluster and smiling up at him. "Surely you've had your reward in the honour of my visit." 

"That's delightful as far as it goes. But what will you do for me if I burn the papers?"


Mrs. Ryves considered a moment. "Burn them first and you'll see!" 

On this she went rapidly downstairs, and Baron, to whom the answer appeared inadequate and the proposition indeed in that form grossly unfair, returned to his room. The vivacity of her interest in a question in which she had discoverably nothing at stake mystified, amused and, in addition, irresistibly charmed him. She was delicate, imaginative, inflammable, quick to feel, quick to act. He didn't complain of it, it was the way he liked women to be;, but he was not impelled for the hour to commit the sealed packets to the flames. He dropped them again into their secret well, and after that he went out. He felt restless and excited; another day was lost for work-- the dreadful job to be performed for Mr. Locket was still further off.